i really do hate to complain, i feel its an indirect way of calling for attention when i have nothing else to say. myspace or facebook. but i feel weird right now.. i haven't ate due to pain 1000mg of midol.. i feel dizzy and in dream like surroundings, i'm dizzy and feel like i'll fall any second, my vision is blurry and my heart is beating really fast. my eyes and throat are so in tact with my emotions. i'd rather not entangle God's name when i'm so emotionally vulnerable, i'm over analytical and dont mind being labeled superstitious or girl symptomed.but maybe it's as if this period of the month was perfectly placed for me to connect with so much going on around me.forced to stop and thank, you've done so much for me in such a short period of time. i feel weak and really humbled i want my heart to always bend, i want to pull out a seat for you, pride and leave you. God, i do so little enamore me because i'm weak and motivated by emotion. keep me like a child



O God, you are my God, earnestly I seek you; my soul thirsts for you, my body longs for you, in a dry and weary land where there is no water. I have seen you in the sanctuary and beheld your power and your glory. Because your love is better than life, my lips will glorify you. I will praise you as long as I live, and in your name I will lift up my hands. My soul will be satisfied as with the richest of foods; with singing lips my mouth will praise you. On my bed I remember you; I think of you through the watches of the night. Because you are my help, I sing in the shadow of your wings. My soul clings to you; your right hand upholds me Psalm 63:1-8