worded differently

one of the most annoying things is when words don't just slip right out.
when my thought is so clear but my tounge does not seem to agree with the thought, it gets stuck and my words d oo n o t f l o www.

you know what i'm talking about.
never remember the word i'm looking for, or rememebr it in spanish and forget the translation.

i tend to need a few minutes to gather my thoughts together.
language is such a powerful and beautiful thing, i feel that is one of the reasons i admire those who's words slip right out so beautifully..because mine often do not.
maybe my photography is a desperate attempt at communcation. like a tounge captured by the mute, attempting freedom from captivity. visual photographs..
i'm not doing a great job of keeping this consistent, only when something is pulling at me do i find it so necessary to attempt and express it through photos.

i'd like to be a photographer
own a studio
do my own work
forever
i want to grow old and be a journalism teacher

haah
the irony

i'm just worded differently